when things go cold

yesterday was ok apart from the fact that i felt like crap the whole day. first hour i slept. second hour a guy played metallica's exit light. i loved it. i sang it a lot for the rest of the day. band was a fun time lol. we played a name game which has been dubbed "LETS TOSS THE BASS MALLETS!" i got hit in the head with THREE at the same time. it hurt. still does and i have a lump. but it was fun. lunch i spent with crystal and like two seconds with matt and i saw tiffany. fourth hour we had to make posters on the patterns we learned the day before. ours rocked. kevin's group did one on our pattern. i don't know why but their poster made me giggle and kevin and i passed notes. fifth hour i don't even know WHAT went on because i felt like such crap.

band was all right. lissa told me she's gonna talk to billy about me like put in a good word because she thinks we'd be a cute couple. speaking of which, in fifth hour he put my flute together. and he did it right the first time. which impresses me. like a lot. when class was over lindsey took me, samantha and melissa to the book sale. we signed in and started loading books onto the truck. H was right, marching band builds muscle. usually when i lift things my arms become really weak. but i figured out i have muscles! woot! i helped organize the books when they were put on the tables. then went inside for a group picture. that was fun. i enjoyed it alot. I think i'm gonna enjoy key club a whole lot !!!

I got home and noticed moony acting real funny. she kept sitting around then meowing real loudly nonstop like she was trying to tell me something. this went on for a few hours before i decided to ask mom if my cat was in labor. turns out she was. i went BALISTIC. I started cleaning out my closet so she could have them in there then i cleaned under the bed. then mom told me to put her in the laundry room so she could have them in there. i felt so bad because she was going nuts in there wanting to get out. Meghan called me and we had a real long conversation and caught up on a lot of things. i told her about Billy, how matt and i are ok now, and same with kevin, about the section leader workshop, how i didn't make the play, etc. she told me about how Mr. S is still praising Brooke, how acadec is a pain in the butt now, and many many other assorted peanut things. I was glad we talked. I miss her a whole lot.

I stayed with moony for a couple of hours before i started to fall asleep. by that time she'd only had two kittens. thismorning mom informed me that she had a total of four kittens. I sat and observed them. two of them are light grey tabby cats, the other is a dark tabby and one is plain black. they're so beautiful:

she looks so tired. awe.

i like her eyes right here. awe look at them. they're SO CUTE!

i tried to get a better picture. didn't turn out that well.

i just LOVE her!

that's the best picture of them. they're SO FRIGGIN CUTE. they make me miss james, harry and lily like a whole lot. but i'll never forget those three.  like ever. awe.

i told you guys miracles would happen this year. and well. right now i've got four.

love

nikki

they made everything seem all right again.